::: I Hate Being Nervous! :::

OMG~~

I really hate with this feelings!

It makes me felt hard to breath..

Aaaaarrrrggggghhhh!!!

I knew there's must something going to be happened!

Things like is not the first time,

Feelings like this is not like usual...

I just wondering what is going on actually?

Is it a good news or is it a bad news??

I wish it is a good news for me...

Can't face anymore with any hurting and painful things for this moment...

Just let what I felt today and now be always~

I just want to live in happy, no worries, no trouble, and no more tears will fall starting from now..

I can say that I really love with my feelings now and I felt so happy with my surroundings where I can be with anyone that I want to...

Family and Friends,

are always be my side no matter what happened..

Family always care and worry about me,

Friends always be my listener and jokers for me...

For me family and friends very important to me because they are my strength when I was a weak..!

But I wish that I could have a faithful partner that I can express my feelings with him everyday...

I want to fall in love back...

I want to have a boyfriend that I can love him for a long lasting period!

I want a guy that love to cherish his care and his love with me..

I want to share everything with him!

But like I said,

I've thinking deeply that I am going to be single for this moment because I don't to wait for someone that I didn't yet with his sincerity to me...

I let the time choose the right time for me,

and let God set me with someone who really sincere with me..

I believed that I will someone better than my past....

::: Guys, you have to know this! :::

GUYS, THINK ABOUT IT..girls(spread this!)U GO GITLS!

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Garranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/be

st gal friend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

22. We hate it when you go to discos without us.

23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30. We.Will.Kill.You.If.We.See

.You.Slow.Dancing.With.Ano

ther.Girl.Without.Telling.

Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32. Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions (apart from ‘OMG HE’S GONE OFF ME HASN’T HE?!’)

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

:::: Final Exam¬¬ Owh, Final Exam !!! ::::

Arrrrgggghhhhhh !!!!

What a stresssssss !!!!!!!

OMG!

This is the first time I've got headache and stress because my final exam...

Hurm,¬¬

I think it is because surrounding and my problems that I didn't know how to solve it actually...

God,

Please help me....

I need to solve it quickly and that's was really important for me and my future¬

hhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!

T_T

I've started my study last Wednesday in library,

Very tiring and super blast exhausted for the whole day!

It feels like my body can't move like usual already, especially the back pain...

Can you imagine,

I sat for 8 hours and ate all those mathematical things for my brain...

But what can I say because it's all for my future at all...

Today I was in library again...

It's easy for me when I found this elementary statistic book, it's quite for me to read and understand the methods... I was planning to borrow it from the library for a few days before my Fundamentals of Statistics paper on next Wednesday BUT SO SAD the library didn't allowed any one to bring it to home because the book very expensive one..

Yep! So expensive at all...

RM120.00 FOR A BOOK??!

huhhuhuhu!

But it's not bad at all and it's quite reasonable with the contents that was provided in that book...

lalalalala¬

At last in just 2 days read that book,

I think I can make my statistics exercises easily because all the methods very helpful for me...

I wish that I can do it better in my final exam paper...

Amin....

Wish me luck guys!!

huhuhuhuhhuhuhuhuhu.....

::: Blog!!! I miss you!!! :::

Fuhhhhhh..

OMG!!

Blog, did you know how much that I miss you??
hahahahaha!
It feels like I didn't see you for a year,
Well, I felt that because I want to tell you so much things!
heeee... =BBBB

You want to know something??
This the first I felt that I am really happy FOR this year and it feels like I want to tell the whole world how happy I am now!

Papa and mama was right..
Every single tears and sadness will bring us a lot of happiness! And always keep myself and my mind to remember Allah s.w.t all the time and it will help me through all the things smoothly...
Even though it was hurt so much at first but things turn to a positive way...
And everything become like a fable story in my life but it was not..
LOL!

Okay fine!
I can't stop from smiling and laughing this few days..
It was like that I am totally freak and it makes my family and friends felt strange with my behavior now.. Well, they know me for a long time but they just couldn't believed that I am already recovered so soon! I think they getting worried but at the same time they are happy for me too because I have got the strength through all this things..
Guys and babes,
Like I said I am on my way to be my old self and I am back!!
WOOHHOOO!!

Welcome back Safwanah!!!
Hope that I am getting more happy than now....
hehehehehe

::: "The Day You Went Away" Always Be My Favorite Song .. Hahahaha! :::::

Well I wonder could be,
When I was dreaming 'bout baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy , call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all this time..

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do!

Well hey!
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away~

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting each other
There were tears on our faces..

And we were letting go something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know..

The day you went away.
The day you went away~~

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do!

Why do we never know what we've got "til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away~~~